I had a really cool experience this week at work and no it didn't involve bears, raccoons, or any other furry creature. It involved my nana and granddaddy - who unfortunately are not living anymore.
I have this childhood memory with my nana and grandaddy from when I was probably 5 or so. They took me to a park and we went on a tour with the naturalist. This is what I remember from my 5 year old memory.....
Nana and Grandaddy took me to a park and it was just me and not my sisters. At this park we took a tour with the ranger and the ranger talked about the Trail of Tears and I remember being sad because she told about how horrific that was for the Indians. And then I remember going to this Blue Hole and what I remember is the Blue Hole was a bottomless hole of water that the Cherokee Indians drank water and where many children drowned because it was a "bottomless" hole. I remember it just being a kind of creepy, scary, but really cool place - because to me this was almost a haunted hole - where kids die. (In hindsight I have no idea if the ranger actually said anything about kids dieing or if my grandparents just told me to stay close so I wouldn't fall in and drown). Even at a young age I was a good swimmer, as I had taken lessons starting very young. I couldn't understand why people would drown even in a bottomless pit - because it isn't like you need a bottom to swim. I thought maybe there was something weird about the blue hole that sucked people in.
For some reason this memory has stuck with me all these years and I have always wondered about that hole. I obviously no longer believed that I had seen a bottomless hole that sucked unexpecting children in -but I have always wondered where we were and has always been one of those places I wanted to see again. I am not sure why but I never asked my Nana about about that trip to the blue hole - probably because I knew my memory was from a young child's perspective and I didn't know if was anywhere close to reality.
This week at work I went to check out Red Clay State Park which is south of Cleveland, TN about the possibility of trapping raccoons. I went in and talked to the ranger and she showed me a map of the park. I quickly saw a landmark called "Blue Hole Springs" and I asked the ranger about it. She explained that it is a natural spring and the hole was 14 feet deep and created the blue color. I was so excited and knew that this was the place from my memories. I didn't tell her that I remembered it being a bottomless pit that sucked children but I did ask her where the Blue Hole was so I could go see it for myself.
I walked down to the Blue Hole and sure enough - that is the one from my memory. Well, probably a lot smaller and less menacing - but definitely the one I remember. I think it is funny that my "bottomless child sucking hole" is a 14 foot natural spring. Regardless, I was so glad to have happened upon this memory! It made me miss my grandparents and then feel comfoted by them at the same time.
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Saturday, October 29, 2011
Monday, September 6, 2010
What a difference a year makes
As Shawn and I creep closer and closer to Fisher's first birthday I am reminded more and more how different our lives are from one year ago. Actually, this entire past year I have thought over and over again "This time last year I was doing...." I heard "having a child changes everything" ad nauseum. But like many of things that I grew tired of hearing while I was pregnant, I have learned for myself that this too was true.
So this time last year I was very pregnant and very excited about meeting Fisher. He was strong and healthy kicking away in my belly. Shawn and I were relishing the last few days of just the two of us by watching lots of college football. We were hoping that Fisher wouldn't make his appearance until after the first football Saturday. Which he was nice enough to oblige to. He actually waited and let us enjoy two football Saturdays before starting his long and dramatic entrance into this world on a Sunday morning.
Shawn ended up getting really sick and I had to take him to the Emergency Room in the middle of the night the week before I went into labor. I will never forget sitting in the ER with Shawn having the strongest Braxton Hicks contractions I had ever had worrying that I was going to go into labor and Shawn was going to be in the ER. That didn't happen - again Fisher obliged and let Shawn get healthy before his appearance.
A year ago I woke up whenever I felt like it. I got up and did what I wanted without considering anyone else. I would pack for work trips in 15 minutes and take off without thinking twice. Being gone for weeks at a time was no big deal. A year ago my daily schedule didn't include being at home for nap time. I would go work out whenever I felt like it. I was able to fit everything Shawn and I needed for a weekend into a duffel bag - now when we go somewhere for a weekend we fill up the trunk.
This time last year I knew that I would love being a mom. I knew that I would love Fisher. A year ago though - I had no idea how much.
So this time last year I was very pregnant and very excited about meeting Fisher. He was strong and healthy kicking away in my belly. Shawn and I were relishing the last few days of just the two of us by watching lots of college football. We were hoping that Fisher wouldn't make his appearance until after the first football Saturday. Which he was nice enough to oblige to. He actually waited and let us enjoy two football Saturdays before starting his long and dramatic entrance into this world on a Sunday morning.
Shawn ended up getting really sick and I had to take him to the Emergency Room in the middle of the night the week before I went into labor. I will never forget sitting in the ER with Shawn having the strongest Braxton Hicks contractions I had ever had worrying that I was going to go into labor and Shawn was going to be in the ER. That didn't happen - again Fisher obliged and let Shawn get healthy before his appearance.
A year ago I woke up whenever I felt like it. I got up and did what I wanted without considering anyone else. I would pack for work trips in 15 minutes and take off without thinking twice. Being gone for weeks at a time was no big deal. A year ago my daily schedule didn't include being at home for nap time. I would go work out whenever I felt like it. I was able to fit everything Shawn and I needed for a weekend into a duffel bag - now when we go somewhere for a weekend we fill up the trunk.
This time last year I knew that I would love being a mom. I knew that I would love Fisher. A year ago though - I had no idea how much.
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